I ended up with a failed marriage of three years

Have for a long time not come out of the haze, accidental several times in the community meeting, he let me to find love of fine.
Thorough understanding after, he is a divorce, with a 3 years old the child's guy and he loves the child, for the resolutely custody of the child, they want to find a wife and mother type woman. We move very quickly, communication and feelings are good. I really like the child, try best to give him the portion of a mother's love, I have to say that I and the children well, only in his father's encouragement, he's even open called me mother.
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According to the divorce agreement, the child close mom every weekend to take him to play for a day. Last Saturday children saw his real mother after, to my attitude big change, on Sunday we took him to the supermarket shopping, the child's father encouraged him to call my mom, don't expect, the child coldly say: "I only have one mother".


A just three years old children be said not a such words. His real mother unexpectedly such teach him, let me very afraid. From reason for, I don't think I let the child see close mom is not possible, is also too cruel. But close mom so stirred up the children, and I was worried their future situation, and I was afraid of the children can't establish deep relationship, only RenQin mom deny me, even fear boyfriend will because the child and his former wife old again again.

A GeLu east of another star hotel, wedding banquet lowest price is $1180 / table, and MingXiu road and national avenue two star hotel wedding banquet started relatively low price a few, but also to nearly $800, to $798 / table. And if you don't pay attention to in some restaurant ostentation and extravagance, a banquet would relatively cheap, 600 yuan to 700 yuan can book a table to an end.


How can I remove these concerns, don't hurt my boyfriend and I and I and the child's feelings? We hope to get along with her boyfriend of two or three months to get card to get married, so is too fast?